I need a hug.

A big hug.

That means something.

From someone.

I can't live my live. I'm this horrible horrible bipolar person. I honestly think when I'm older that I will get this disorder. It's horrible. Someone please pray for me.

I keep thinking I'm horrible person. I can't write anymore. I can't function great thoughts anymore. I can't get inspired anymore. I can't love anymore. Everything is going downhill. I don't do anything right. I have the biggest dreams but I never work towards. I can't always stay depressed. Some days I actually want to, but it has to be happy. I don't know the point of anything anymore. I don't know my life anymore...

I really just want to be happy.

I need someone to talk to.